Thinking Of You / Denise Kneale (connected by angels )
Thinking of your precious family on your 3rd Angelversary Darrell. Please stay close to them, leaving small signs of your love, peace and strength. xxx
I thought you would like the lyrics to the song Lost by Michael Buble. I had it playing on James' site a while back and felt that our Angels wrote it for us xx
"Lost"
I can't believe it's over I watched the whole thing fall And I never saw the writing that was on the wall If I'd only knew The days were slipping past That the good things never last That you were crying
Summer turned to winter And the snow it turned to rain And the rain turned into tears upon your face I hardly recognized the girl you are today And god I hope it's not too late It's not too late 'Cause you are not alone I'm always there with you And we'll get lost together Till the light comes pouring through 'Cause when you feel like you're done And the darkness has won Babe, you're not lost When your worlds crashing down And you can't bear the thought I said, babe, you're not lost
Life can show no mercy It can tear your soul apart It can make you feel like you've gone crazy But you're not Things have seem to changed There's one thing that's still the same In my heart you have remained And we can fly fly fly away
'Cause you are not alone And I am there with you And we'll get lost together Till the light comes pouring through 'Cause when you feel like you're done And the darkness has won Babe, you're not lost When the worlds crashing down And you can not bear the cross I said, baby, you're not lost I said, baby, you're not lost I said, baby, you're not lost I said, baby, you're not lost
3 years since I last looked into your beautiful eyes, felt your touch, and heard the sound of your voice... the sound of your laughter. Oh my God this is so hard, I just want to be at your side. I have become quite good, At hiding the pain and the tears... The “others” do not see. They cannot see the pain hidden deep inside, They cannot see the steady flow of tears kept inside. They think I have moved on, Found closure at last; They simply can not understand this shattered heart... I Buried my child, I buried my heart. God ripped out my heart and then said, Go on and live now. I must now begin the life long journey, of accepting the unacceptable. I can remember the happiness, But, I can't feel it anymore. Forever love you, Forever miss you, Forever Tears
Darrell My Heart will ache / Aunt Teri (Aunt)Read >>
Darrell My Heart will ache / Aunt Teri (Aunt)
I can not believe another year has gone by. I remember like it was yesterday. The pain never goes away. I will miss you always. I think of you everyday. So many things remind me of you, your memory will live on forever. I know you are happy now & I try to find comfort in that. Keep watching over us & always stay close to your Mom. Until I see you again. Love you always, Aunt Teri Close
Hey Darrell, K is getting big. I know you would be soooo proud of her to know that she scored ADVANCED READING. Knowing the struggles you had with reading I know you've been standing over her with that cheering her on.
She is in the end of 7th grade and I can see the changes in her. She thinks about you a lot and she wants to know why you did what you did. She knows that there would be nothing that she or you could do about it because God called you to leave, but the way you had to go pisses her off. I explained to her that sometimes people do things not thinking of what the consequences may be and that just because you drank doesn't mean that is why or how you died. Katie has been hanging out with boys as well as girls at school and has been wanting to do things with boys out side of school (like going to the movies or the mall) also. She hasn't had the opportunity yet but she's been asking and if she goes to her friends house she will eventually have her way. I had a talk with her. I told her that our love for her (as her parents and family) is unconditional (and I explained to her what it meant). I told her that I understood that this is the year that she is or has been exposed to so much more (sexually) than any other year. I know she isn't stupid and she's heard of the sexual lingo and how I just think it's important that she doesn't do co-ed stuff without a parent watching over (right now). I told her I know she has friends telling her how cool it is to have sex and yet how the reality of it all is, IT ISN'T (at her age). That she won't know how special that is until she is older. She sees women who dress trashy and laughs and says "she looks like a whore." I wish she wasn't so judgmental but at the same time, it gives me reassurance that she doesn't want to be like that. Watch over her. Keep her safe. I don't want to go on and on with her because I don't want it to start going in one ear and out the other. My only hopes are this though....
I hope she knows how loved she truely is. I hope she knows how proud we are of her. I hope I can trust her to come to me before she's ready. I hope she has the confidence to say "no" when the time comes. I hope she has the self esteem to know that she doesn't have to say yes to feel loved. I hope she knows how smart she is. I hope she knows what a great personality she has. I know she knows how beautiful she is. She is the whole package. She can go anywhere she wants in life if she just stays on the right path.
Hey, my angel brother / Lissa
Hey, love. I love this song. The weather is sunny and breezy today. I can feel you all around me. Forever loved and never forgotten D. Close
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DEAR SWEET DARRELL, / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT (ANGEL FRIEND )
PRECIOUS ANGEL,
WARM WISHES TO YOU & YOUR FAMILY,
SENDING LOVE & SPECIAL WISHES.
WISHING YOU ALL AN EASTER FILLED WITH HAPPY MEMORIES, AN EASTER THAT'S EVERY BIT AS WARM & WONDERFUL AS EACH OF YOU. HAPPY EASTER WITH LOVE TO EVERYONE